The evidence is everywhere. Dawn arrives later each day. The
nip in the air extends until midmorning and returns when dusk descends once
again. The sun slides farther to the south in its sweep across the sky, and
birds wing their little hearts out as they head for warmer climes. And sure
enough, the calendar confirms it. Autumn has come again. This is its 11th day.
As I write, it’s a cool and glorious morning, the sun
beaming from a mountain sky so richly hued that it makes a “sky blue” Crayola
seem washed out. A yearning comes over me and grows insistent as I move through
my morning chores. I make breakfast, tidy up the kitchen, hang clean white
sheets on the line to dry. And still it whispers to me.
If I were to give this longing words, they would be these: “Get
ye to the aspen!” I resist no longer. My husband agrees to accompany me, and we
throw food in a pack, hop in the car, and head up into the mountains.
The road curves as it climbs past rocky outcroppings and
fields dotted with freshly baled hay. Stands of aspen are visible on the
mountainside, smears of flaming gold amid the pines. But I don’t want a view
from afar. No, I want to be among them.
Finally, we arrive, and sit on sun~warmed rocks at the edge
of a twisting stream, slender aspens surrounding us. Water rushes so loudly
over the rocks that my husband mutes his hearing aides against a sound that electronics
makes uncomfortably crackly. It also drowns out the rustling of the aspen,
which I only now realize I need to hear.
So after a lunch of cheese, crackers, chips and salsa, I cross
the stream to an open patch of ground beneath a stand of aspen. I take off my boots
and socks, lay on the soft earth amid pale trunks flushed with green, and look
up into the leaves backlit by sunlight. Vaguely heart~shaped, they shine in shades
of yellow~~chartreuse, lemony, gold and amber.
As the leaves quiver in a light breeze, the unique sound of quaking
aspen fills the air. These leaves dance with an inner joy, as though each tree
has stored up the summer’s sunlight and now offers it back in praise and
thanksgiving.
Lying beneath that sky and those leaves, I settle into stillness
once again, though like the aspen themselves, it is a stillness that thrums
with vitality and enormous gratitude.
The Autumnal Equinox has just passed. Marking the balance
between day and night, it is an astronomical reminder to seek that balance
point, that still place within ourselves.
No matter the season or the wild swing of our lives, that still
point exists. And as we learn to live from that place, we, too, can dance~~like
golden leaves of aspen~~no matter which way the wind blows.
Blessings galore as you glow golden like the aspen, in your own way and according to the dictates of your spirit!
Leia Marie
Blessings galore as you glow golden like the aspen, in your own way and according to the dictates of your spirit!
Leia Marie
2 comments:
What an amzing story! I can see and hear the Aspen all a glow. Thanks for sharing and have a beautiful Autumn.
And thank you~~for writing and for glowing in your own aspen~inspired way!
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